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I can’t sit back and not let this slide my mind because it concerns me.

I’m worried for my parents and my grandma, for many reasons.

My grandma has an aneurysm in her stomach and has had it for many years but no one will touch until it’s a certain size.

My dad has God only knows what problems with him and i’m scared that if something isn’t done things will get worse with him

Then there is my mother, i’m worried greatly for her because of something on her neck and in her leg.

I love these three people with all my heart, even though my grandmother is the one who raised me, but i love my parents regardless because i know they love me.

I know it sounds selfish of me but i don’t want to lose my parents at such young ages they are, i would be lost in this world without them because i’m just now getting on my feet and doing things for myself.

I would have no where else to go without their guidance.

So the crying i’m doing tonight, isn’t just the memories i’ve had with my grandparents who have passed away but that i’m worried that i’m gonna lose three people i love so much.

I know we all have our time, i just don’t want that time to be soon.